My life is so beautiful.

I'm happy.  I felt everything today.  I felt things that they will never know.  And there are things I'll never know.  But God knows what we all know.

God introduced me to homeless people, who I thought were actors paid to be nice to me.  And if I can keep someone in my thoughts, I can always help him a little bit.

I'm not going to live too long, am I?  I need to sleep, but I can't sleep.  And today I'm okay with it, because I asked God, and felt like it would be okay, and he would put me to sleep.  And I apologized to him for smoking so many cigarettes today.

Tell them it's my skin, that burns